My Mom had thyroid cancer so i know how the radiation treatment process goes...ugh..i feel for you man. But God allows things to happen for a reason, nothing ever happens just "because" there is something he wants you to learn and take from the situation that is presented to you. i know that that maybe isn't too comforting to hear when times are tough. We tend to find our own way of dealing with the problems. I just pray you figure out what he really wants in your life, because there is a reason your still alive! my mother was a very angry person growing up and she never knew or learned how to deal with stress. Stress is a very powerfull thing and was part of the reason why she got cancer in the first place. It too came back multiple times. She, however in time, learned how to deal with stress and her anger, and is now a better person for it! There is a reason this is happening i hope and pray you find that reason and can learn and become what he wants you to be. ---Joe
